yori tokoyonokuni dzuki jun heru?

good luck in translating this post title!
but it really meant a lot to me..i don't sure that i can explode everything here..it does't look nice..but i can't handle it!!!!!

it feel so horrible when u can't take it anymore..
feel want to shout harshly like - stop doing that!that person not an angle!just a normal human being with bad attitude..more like little devil perhaps!
beb,,please..in this situation..i just need a simple support okay?but if you guys keep doing that to me..make me feel like want to DIE!but i'm not good enough to be in heaven..still i don't want to be in hell..
"Oh God,please make my heart stronger enough to face the problem you give me."
i just try my best to be the good one not the best one..i know i'm not the only one..but treat me like i'm one of it!!i'm just 18 years old girl that have a heart that have a feeling inside of it..could you understand that?but if you want to make me return to my 15 years old attitude..just don't regret someday!

you have a boyfriend and you proud of it?

some says you are looser when you does't have boyfriend or never couple before.. in fact!some says loosing your virginity is basic for the up to date school girl..OK,we are not western..western girl believe it that way..but in this case we should't follow them!i admit it young visitor!girl is looser without boyfriend and normal to loose your virginity..if you strong enough to fight the extra super duper large fire at the place we call HELL!maybe some of the girl sometime feel like want to have a sweet boyfriend to hang with..sometimes i feel the same way too..but you just have to be strict to your self..don't easily fall for the boys..OK? just remember the less man notice you in this world the more love u get from God!
i din't say boy is bad for you..they actually really sweet and caring you know..(*no wonder girl easy to fall for them)but they much more better in friend or best-friend state..when you friend with them..is like friend forever!(*different from female friend..they more emotional!)if you couple with them,when a big wave come,it's hard for you guys to still be friend..boy would't face such problem because they like to act cool!..but for ladies..does't it hard?
back to the topic..to the girl that feel down when people proudly talk about how great their boyfriend or how sweet their ex..you should more proud to your self because you would become more special to your future husband out there!just smile and proudly explain to them that you never couple before not because no one want you (*even it's a fact!haha)but you don't want to and believe there are man..one and only the one man you going to marry someday for you to couple in your marriage!when you grow up you would feel so greathearted that you never be victim for any boy in your school life!so don't be ashamed if you never had boyfriend before!!



*btw,some people say you should start searching for the right one in your university life..i don't sure or even know that true or not..i choose to not believe it!!

baik punya!

aku pernah mempertikaikan adik kakak aku yg fanatik lagulagu korea ni amende yg syok sangat dkat lagulagu kpop ni..bkan faham pon ap yg kpop tu nyanyi..dah namapon lagu korea mestilahh dlam bahasa korea kan..haaaa,sekarang ni ak nak bagi tahu pendapat aku..kalau nak tahu kn..lagulagu korea ni kau tak boleh dngar dkat mp3 ke radio ke..kau kena bukak video dia..kau cari yg ad translate sekali lepastu..walaupon tak boleh faham ap dia nyanyi..tp bila kita tahu makna disebalik lagu mreka ni..sweet gilaaaa..haha..pendapat org lain ak tak tahu laa kan..tp betol ak tak tipu..major lagu korea meaning dia sweet gila kot..bolehh laa kasi ak cair dngar..haha..bila dengar kn..rasa nak senyum jeee..nasib baik ak waras lagi..takd maknanya mamat korea tu nyanyi untuk ak!haha..lagulagu mreka ni tk fokus pada pasangan bercinta saja..boleh jugak apply dkat ibu or kawan,isteri lagi bgos!..haaa!pause lagu round applause dkat bawah blog aku tu..kau play video bawah ni..


lagu ni tajok nya NO OTHER!super junior yg nyanyi..tapi aku tkde lahh fanatik sangat dngan lagulagu kpop ni..and aku bukan layan sangat lagu cinta2 ni..cuma terpesona seketika..selain dari lirik yg sweet sweet,music dia pon style..and btw,ak sarankan kalian cuba usha super junior-experiment human body..dia pasal pengetahuan am about human body melalui experiment yg mcam2..style gak la..dari situ kalian bukan sahaja dpat mengetahui hilarious experiment dr group super junior ni tp dpat gak melayan keletah-keletah ahliahli super junior yg cute and funny!!
sumpah mereka ini sangat lawak!
ok thats all!!

bittertaste!

sehari selepas pulang ke rumah..rasa macam heaven gilaaaa!rindunyaa duduk rumah..azam pon mcam2..konon nak jadi anak berguna..layan adik pon sikit punya manja..haha!bila dahh seminggu..mula teringat ringat dkat kawankawan dahh..mula laa flashback macam2 kenangan dkat maktb dulu..baru seminggu,sebulan pulak..azam ntah kemana..mula fed up dngan aktiviti dirumahh,org ajak kerja tak mahu..ambik lesen pon tak minat!konon sebelum spm rancang hangout dngan rakanrakan..lastnya terperap jugak dirumahh..jadi pembantu rumah di rumah sendiri dngan gaji maximum rm100!sekarang ni asyik terbayang kisah hidup di maktab!kalau ingat yg manis2 je takpe..ni ingat sekali yg pahit kelat sebagainya..bila teringat yg kelat tu mulalahh..kerut muka2 tension!confident pon terbang sekali..chehh!ntah la ap nak jadi dkat aku..mcammcam bende bodoh ak buat dkat maktb dulu..nak menyesal sekarang pon semua org tahu tkd guna..dh jadi dahh pon..tp atleast ak ad pengalaman dan ak dapat pengajaran dri perangai ak yg pelik2 ni..bila kira2 balik ad laa dalam 50 hari lagi nak dpat result..risau pasal result tu of course lahh kan..mcam mana ak nak hadapi suasana dkat mktb tu pon menjadi bebanan sekarang..hmmm..