hey you little big pumpkin

just wanna wish your 18 birthday (:
sorry i can't be the first one who wish even i want to..

just for you balqis umaira mohd faudzi as u wish!

i have a new neighbor (:

since my uncle pass away last July,my aunt decide to live beside her mom,that's mean my gran gran!so my aunt aka my neighbor already migrate to my village and leave my next door house empty..after a long time i used to be neighborliness,some one ask my dad to rent the next door house..for their first week,i never saw anyone other than one average man..my mom said her wife work far away and have to settle something before move on to the house..later on,her wife came with their cute little daughter name Nur Qaseh something(*such a long name,i can't remember the last one.. ha-ha)
normal life just begin smoothly,nothing freaky or annoying stuff happen..time flow fast and guest what?his wife decided to bring her mom stay there as a baby sitter to her daughter..i don't really mind because they are actually sweet neighbor..so,one day..on my peaceful weekend,i heard some noises come from my next door house.. oho!they have a family gathering that day!my mom had a chit chat with them and they told my mom that they love that house so much..maybe because of the nature there..okay,back to the topic,after the family gathering,the house add one more inhabitant..AGAIN!guest what?his wife just add her GOOD LOOKING YOUNGER BROTHER to live in that house!her brother age maybe around 19 but you know what i'm thinking?he's young dude!young and good looking!ha-ha..
but let me tell you something,i never have a neighbor that their age around me..usually their age more more older or more more younger..seriously,this things was not a good news for me,it make my work even harder!(*nak sidai kain pon payah)
huh,to be truth,i'm more like..you know..shy shy cat type..ha-ha..
but its true i'm having a hard time here..i'm not used to that kind of stuff,it make me feel horrible!derrr!
just leak of confident make me feel ever worse!
i never have intention to flirting flirting with him..what i'm afraid of is my mom would tease me like i want him..AGAIN,DERRRRRRR!

heart broken

it feel so hurt when you lost something that precious to you right?that what i feel when i read my friend entry about our Muslim friend that already decided to leave our religion and choose to renegade!they also proudly insult our religion!the most hurt things here is we can't do anything about that..all we can do is just praying that our God help this person to find the truth..this person not the only one who had done this horrible things..many more people in Malaysia want to do it to..this is not a good news for Muslim like us..they also have a group using the fb so they can connect each other and try to spread their poison all around the world..the question is how can this happening?the boy that i told you before just 19 years old,what on earth his thinking that Islam is wrong..that must be some one attract him and spread the poison to him right?and what should we do about it?i really don't know..what do you aspect from 18 years old girl?but we can't just let them be..this is more like a war to those who started it!but we can't fight them with anger because anger come from devil.we have to do something..this is a serious thing to Muslim..but for me to fight alone is unrealistic..i'm just a eighteen year old girl remember?i just can pray and really hope that someone with power to work this thing out!

reality and fantasy

major movie, anime or drama that i watch during my long holiday shows how strong the friendship bond between the character!!that make me realize something..does that friendship bond is really exist?well,many people always proudly say they had a bff..well,i don't know if i believe that..honestly,people now days really selfish..so is hard to believe that they have a bff!!for me..bond between friendships really special,and i would do my best to protect it..but sometimes i think..what did i get if i'm the only one who protect it right?this bond would be so powerful if all of the person try to protect it..so,i start to argue that this thing is reality or just fantasy..