lets the haters hate!

stop wasting your time and energy to hate,haters! what did you get?trust me.. the less you hate,the happiest you get! the more you hate,the more haters you got...ha ha just don't pick a fight with me.. if you want to give advise,do it in a proper way.. in soft tone and polite words.. if you are not the haters.. well,am i the only one who feel this way or not?

future?does it like DEJA VU?

okay,right now the hottest topic among 94 kids is future study!major of us are talking about which one university would they choose or what course would they loved to take.okay,don't loose hope guys and keep it up.try your best to choose.i meant try to choose the best,ha ha..for me,it's not hard to make decision like them and i just need some luck.well,my result wasn't so good and i don't think my parents happy with it.according to that,i made my decision!i would choose what ever they choose for me to make them happy..yeah,maybe it's would effect my future if what they choose does't suit me,but i have the confident,if my heart sincere to make my parent happy,i would happy..you can judge me like whatever you want but before you judge me,listen to my explanation(: you have no idea what i feel or facing when i got my result,the most hurt thing about it was the disappointed face of your parent..well,i can't blame them and yet,i can't blame my self isn't?so,it's hurt you know..that's why,i come out with that decision to choose path that my mother choose to show her i love her and to make her happy,yeah..after what she already face for her children sake..i think she deserve it.. i think i'm one of the lucky person in the world,because my mother want me to be a teacher..and i think to be a teacher in my real life just fine,i think i can handle it,because i love math and math+teacher=math teacher!like what i said earlier,i just need some luck and bless from God to be a math teacher one day,to show her how much i love her<3 so,i don't really care if you want to badmouth me,i'm just going to say 'whatever'.. WHATEVER YOU MORON!BHAHAK.. by the way,i can be a HOT MATH TEACHER like what Awatif say..(:

HEHEY LISTEN OKEY!

i love super junior and nothing you can do to change it.it's not like what you think,i love them because of their tough friendship and their polite attitude.they also funny and charming.(:
yes,everyday i'm wasting my time surfing the internet,searching for super junior from Wikipedia to YouTube.but still i din't forget my responsibility as a daughter and human being..
for me,it's not wrong to love them even we are from different religion and country..
it's not that i want to give my future to them..this just teenage matter..
start from a boring routine everyday..watch them in some program that give me laugh and falling in love with them..it's just like me,easy to get addict to something that interesting.before i know super junior i get to know Harry Potter,Avatar anime and Japanese drama..but it won't stick long with me..just after a week i get boring my self back.then i meet super junior and love them since a month a go,the longest addict that a have because they never fail to make me laugh!yeah,you can laugh to me because i used to hate them before..ha-ha
p/s:this post is direct to people that used to hate people like me because we like kpop..just stop it because we just like them not we are dying with them!

hey,my new come back!

it's been a long time since i post my last post,haha..it's not like i'm busy or something,but i have to take time to built back my spirit that already broken since 21 March..i admit,it's too bitter for me to accept it,it's feel horrible,and i'm not sure i would let you judge me or not,you can say i'm weak to feel down because that piece of paper had to many alphabet on it.but,honestly..you can't read my mind or my feeling that time.because you was not in my place..the way people treat me,it's so hard!it's feel like all people staring at you all the time!i'm not sure,i just don't know how to feel right now!all i could do is wondering,laughing,crying alone like a crazy man!yes,i know,this is not the end of my world..it's was a start..even it's not impossible to have a good ending when the start is bad,but still it's hard!and all i know right now is to face what ever it is..even though i feel like i have no one except just God..
YES!JUST FACE IT!IGNORE THAT FREAK PEOPLE AROUND YOU!THEY KNOW NOTHING!