cuti aku cuti kamu

Banyak benda nak cerita tp tk tau nak mula dekat mana..cuti semester 2 dah mula..so maknanya tngah cuti sekarang..bila cuti semua orang suka..dah la dapat cuti lama kalini..2 months baby..lama tu..sebulan sebelum cuti pon orang dah sibuk bising pasal cuti..seminggu sebelum cuti, orang dah sibuk pasal nak kemas barang..semua buat muka happy nak balik rumah..yala..dah lama tak balik..terutamanya yg duduk sabah sarawak..lagi menebal rindunya...bila nak balik..terbayang perkara2 gembira..nak makan masakan mak yang dah lama tak rasa..bestnya...dah lama teringin nak makan..spend time sama2..boleh pergi jalan2..sumpah bahagia..even dengar mak ayah membebel pon tak apa..lepas rindu katanya..hahha..

Itu situasi majority pelajar2..tp bukan aku..aku lagi lambat cuti lagi bagus..lagi sekejap cuti lagi bagus..tak suka balik rumah..balik rumah bukan ada apa..stress lagi ada..rumah bersepah..nak duduk pon tak selesa..kalau tk balik rumah tk boleh..nak duduk mana..adik yang aku rindu pon tkd dekat rumah..tak teringin makan masakan mak yang dah lama tak makan?tipu la tak teringin..dah lama tak rasa..Ya Allah..rindunya...tp nak buat macam mana..balik rumah pon bukan boleh rasa..

Mesti tak faham dan pelik kan, kenpa aku rasa macam ni..entahlaa..balik rumah pon bukan sbb nak balik..balik sebab tngah tkd duit and tkd tempat lain nak stay..

Sebenarnya balik tak balik sama saja..aku balik sbb ni ja tempat berteduh yang tk guna duit..rumah ni kosong kot..mana ada orang..tk macam dulu..dulu lain..terasa tenang rumah tu..situasi yang selesa untuk tinggal..even kene pekakkan telinga dengar mak membebel..haha..sekarang rumah senyap kot..tkd dengar gelak tawa..sedih gila hidup macam ni..

Bertahan la hidup macam ni dua bulan..rumah tkd apa..nak beli barang dapur nak masak pon tk bole..tkd duit..nampak tk?sama ja kan balik tk balik..still kene berlapar..jngan salah faham..aku ada makan dkt rumah ni..abang aku ada beli makan..tp sama jalah kan?makan bungkus..tkd beza duduk universiti..

Aku tk salahkan sapa2 hidup jadi tunggang langgang macam ni..aku tau semua orang dalam family aku rasa apa yang aku rasa..mungkin lagi teruk, aku tak tau..tp aku tak tau nak share dekat sapa apa yg aku rasa..so aku share dekat sini..sbb aku tau dkt sini tkd orang nk judge aku..follower pon tk ramai kan...tp kalau anda yang tengah baca ni rasa kesian dkt aku..please..saya tak mintak simpati anda..saya bukan nak perhatian..ini hanya luahan perasaan..kalau anda rasa saya tk patot luahkan dkt sini..ya, mungkin anda benar..saya tk patot buat macam ni..tp, saya bukan manusia yg kuat nk tanggung sorang2..nak judge ikot suka nak fikir macam mana..sbb apa yg saya tahu..selagi anda tidak di tempat saya..anda tk tahu apa yg saya rasa..my life is mess..and i hate it..i will make a change to it...to make it better..but no step have been taken yet..huhhhhh..that make me feel worst..this is sucks..

awesome buddyz

with full of brag i tell you people that i love my classmate ! they are like super cool super sweet.. our class leader is the coolest president that i ever meet (she hate when people praise her so i praise her more, haha)..but seriously..she is so caring and yet responsibility..look simple but pretty awesome..she is one of the kind..i tell you baby..one of the kind..
we are the only culinary art class at UITMPP that only have girls members and no boys at all..so we will be a legend!cool is it? well of course, there are some people who hate us..they say we are spoil brat and many more..well i can understand how jealous they are to us..haha...but we don't care..we support each other..ohhh..this is our picture :)..there a lot that look more pretty than this..just that i don't have it..i will post it next time..or a video instead?haha..just wait..our story of HM1152C just begin..

oh crush

okay,its been so long from my last post,well i'm being busy lately..i just come back from a cool camping trip at sungai sedim, kedah. and me as AJK activity for running chef now busy handling the activity..so busy.. even i'm busy with my stuff but i do have time to have a good time with my friend..well,i do have fun at the camp..and my AJK team was super cool too..so much fun when hang out with them..even in the meeting we have fun making joke and laughing together.. back to the topic which is crush.. okay,since my last impossible crush that so long ago been forgotten..i never fall for another crush..its been a year that my heart empty..and my mom left make my heart more empty.. so,when suddenly this ordinary guy that i met at the pulau(went to pulau last two weeks because of the AJK team work)really catch my heart.. actually..its not that serious at first..my friend aka AJK team just playing with she admire him..and he admire her..its normal..me too just playing with it for fun..they say i admire that ordinary guy..so i just admit it and play the game.. the admire game become more interesting when that ordinary guy also went to the camp at sungai sedim..well,i'm cool at first..but the moment when you know him..you will melt,i tell you..you will melt..he is so totally not handsome at all,a little bit chubby..i don't know how my heart melt so easily with him.. but that's not the point.. the point is,whenever or whatever crush i have..i usually end up feeling stress out and down..its complicated to write but i always feel this way.. he treat me nicely at first but when my heart and mind totally into him,he suddenly left me out..what the hell? see?i guess i never have a boyfriend like ever...no boyfriend no husband..seriously? and it will hard for me to fall in love again next time..its hurt you know..so hurt... fall in love taste like coffee,sweet and bitter at the same time.. #no picture guys..put picture of my crush here will make it less fun..hehe

the come back

It's been so long since the last time i updating my blog..and i should let people now about my sick mother..my mother already with our beloved God, Allah.. 14 July 2012 was the date when my mother passed away..since that,i have being so busy with my life..well,it's not easy for me to keep on my life without her..so hard.. people might think that i'm tough.. because of the smile on my face and the tears that they never seen..but,no worry..right now, i already improve my life..i really think that i need to do that, for my self and my family..for those who knows me and my mom..pray for my mom and me..pray for my mother happiness at there..and pray for me to be strong for my future.. now..she is gone..left us and let us learn to be more strong..

the new excitement in my life..

does't look so delicious but i think that it's just nice for a beginner like me..
haha..go go little chef!

dear GOD

please make my mom healthy again..i'm begging you to recover my mom as soon as possible..

Dear mom,i miss you,get well soon..lots of love from your daughter here..

cat dog world war

dulu time aku kecik-kecik aku dngan kakak aku ni mcam anjing dngan kucing!selalu gaduh,gaduh tu bkan mcam gaduh cute-cute tu,gaduh perang dunia punya style!kira mcam lagu broken family tulahh..

i hate you,you hate me,we are broken family,with a big-big slap and a kick from me to you,want you say you hate me too..

betul,aku tk tipu,kacik-kecik dulu aku benci kakak aku sbb dia pon benci aku..and seriously kami kalau gadoh main sepak-sepak..tk main lahh tarik-tarik rambut!lepas tu gaduh sebijik macam dlam perang,ad strategi buat serangan balas!penah sekali aku rosakkan barang kesayangan dia..bukan satu,bnyaklahh..*semua pon boleh jadi*..dia ni ade satu tempat khas utk barang yg dia sayang..senang lahh aku nak buat serangan blas kan..muahahaha..jahat kan aku..ad yg pecah,ad yg koyak dan sebagainya..itu lahh aku dngan kakak aku,sampai parent pon dahh penat nak marah kan kami..perang saudara ni berlarutan sampai umur kami belasan tahun..kakak aku 18,then aku 16..time ni dahh slow sikit perang ni..dan perang ni stop time aku 17,kakak aku 19..kira baru2 lagi lahh..yelahh,dua2 dah besar,matang dan boleh pikir sendiri,tp itu bukan point dia sekarang ni..bende ni bukti peribhahasa sbenarnya,air dicincang tkkn putus kn?mcam tu lahh kami,dan sekarang ni even kakak aku ckap dia benci aku,i know she doesn't mean it!and i know she think the same way too!sekarang kami makin rapat..so mana2 parents yg risau anak2 dia selalu main gadoh2 ni,doa lahh bnyak2,tk mustahil besar nanti akan berubah..people change kan..and peperangan ni perlu ada satu pihak yg sanggup beralah!and utk beralah kita kena ingat,yg beralah tk selalunya kalah(:

hehey friend

day by day,we face a new time and situation..as time passed by,i learned that...no,i meant i realize that not all of my friend that i protect so much during my school life appreciate me back and some of them never support me during my hard time and even worst when some of them did forget me..wondering where are the sweet promise?even we din't declare that we are bff,but we did chitchatting about the future..saying that we going to attend my and your wedding..watching our kids playing at the park together..right?how that can possibly be happens?even now you already forget me?yes,it's hurt my feeling but for a while..right now i don't really care anymore..because i don't want to waste my time thinking about someone who happily forget about me..i just want to more appreciate the one who still care about me,love me,and more importantly,support me..thanks to all my friend that willing to support me every time i need!(i'm talking about you.yes you,the one who's reading this)sorry if i had done wrong to you guys during my school time and now..it's my fault because i care the wrong person..and friends please still connect together okay even we are getting bigger and stronger(:

education matter

okay,i had tried my best to be what my mom want me to be=a teacher!
but mom,i'm so sorry,it's not me but they are the one who don't want me to be a teacher in this country..maybe because of my capital C+ in chemistry,but that's not the point right now..
right now,i really hope that my mom would support my dream!like UiTM support me!
to be truth,i had a little shock back then,because i din't aspect UiTM would give me chance to be part of them.DIPLOMA CULINARY ART.to be a chef,that was my first dream after interior designer!so,i really looking forward about this course!are this what we called fate?i prayed to Allah,to give me a simple,easy,clear way for my future..and He give simple,easy,clear choice to choose.. between two,Form6 or Diploma Culinary Art in UiTM?
what do you think?from what my piece of organ called brain think is..Allah already prepare something good for us in unexpected way..Allah just want us to do our best and keep faith to Him!Allah want us to ask more and more..i really hope this culinary art is my real faith!pray for me yeah?together we pray for us!Aaaaaaaammiiiiiiiinn!

berangan jd awek korea?#2

post yg lepas cakap pasal kemas2 rumah gaya awek korea,post kali ni topic tk lari jauh,iaitu MOGO(makan)!tp ala2 org korea laa..hehe..pakai saputangan dikepala kalau lelaki pkai mcam pond pulak kan?tp tkp,post kali ni unisex!both lelaki & perempuan boleh buat..sbb tntang mogo..
ok selalu cerita sepet ni kalau kita tengok kan,mreka suka makan beef!dan sape yg dapat makan beef tu diangap bertuah..mungkin sbb beef mahal kot dekat sana..
so,siapa yg reti masak tu masak lahh sendiri beef tu,kalau mcam aku yg tk reti masak..kene buat request lahh..haha..terpulang nak masak beef tu mcam mana tp perlu dipotong kecil-kecil..rendang boleh,masak kicap boleh,steam pon boleh,panggang lagi boleh..kalau nak sejibik mcam dkat korea tu,panggang lahh..ok then,sediakan salad..salad tu tk payah potong..biar sehelai-sehelai..*betul ke bahasa tu?ntahla,hehe*
lastly,presentation!sediakan salad dan beef yg dimasak td di dalam bekas yg berasingan..
sekarang boleh MOGO!
ambil beef then letak atas salad,balut beef tu dngan salad lahh kiranya..then makan!DONE!

makanan ini boleh buat snack tau!pic dkat atasni dia tambah kimchi,nampak tk?(:
ok,selesai lahh sudah..kalau suka boleh cuba(:
kalau tk suka,jngan cuba..hehe
entry ni saja suka2 nak luangkan masa berseronok(:
ok,nak bagi pendapat sila comment ya!*(n_n)*

berangan jd awek korea?

satu family balik kampung..kene tinggal jaga rumah,duduk lahh sorang2..duduk rumah bukan goyang kaki je..kene buat kerja lahh pulak..yadoi..
bosan lahh buat kerja rumah ni..tiap2 hari buat kerja rumah..
tiba2,JJIANG!JJIANG!JJIANG!!idea keluar dari poket!konon nak menyeronok kan aktiviti yg tiap2 hari buat lahh ni..hehe
mcam ni,,pernah tengok cerita korea or jepun tk?kalau cerita sepet ni kan..kalau dia nak buat kerja rumah,dia mesti pakai saputangan atas kepala..tkd lahh semua..tp selalunya mcam tu..

mcam budak ni pakai..comel kan?
apalagi..selongkar almari adik,cari saputangan besar..kononnya nak jd org korea skejap..bhahahahaha..
malangnya,tk jumpa..tp aku tk berputus asa!aku pergi dkat mesin jahit mak aku,cari kain cantik2 nak buat saputangan lahh kononnya..semangat gila!aku pon tk tahu kenapa..
cari punya cari,jumpa perca kain buju kurung cotton kakak aku,corak polkadot!PERFECT!dengan muka bahagia aku pon mula lahh potong kain..kain tu tk cukup lebar sbb kepala aku besar..almaklumlahh,perca kain..so aku terpaksa lebarkan kain tu dngan menjahit...krekkrekkrek,bunyi mesin jahit mak aku..bnyak dugaan dan cabarannya..tp akhirnya aku berjaya siapkan!habis masa dalam 15 minit kot utk suka2 buat bnda bukan2..dengan penuh ceria aku pon menggayakan saputangan itu dikepala depan cermin..

sebelum aku buat kerja aku pergi pasang lagu kuat2..
haha...terasalahh mcam awek korea bersaputangan polkadot dikepala+music korea+excited buat kerja rumah=sebijik dalam drama korea..hahah..*berangan*
kalau dah bosan mcam nilahh jdnya..tp oklahh selagi tk melanggar apa2 hukum..janji kerja rumah siap+dengan cara yg menyeronokkan..
p/s:jangan buat selalu,nanti bosan..hahah

seuntai kata

wahhhh,lamanya tk update kn?kn?kn?haha..ntah laa,blog sekarang ni namanya saje FUNKYTOWN..hakikatnye dahh sunyi..sarang labah2 pon ade ni..haha

thankyou lahh kepada yg rajin melawat dan membaca post-post aku sebelum nie walaupun tak seberapa..trima kasih juga kepada pelawat yg meninggalkan link mereka untuk saya lawati..walaupun ade sesetengahtu tinggalkan link paparan iklan..tkplahh,meriahlaa sikit blog ni..tkd lahh mcam blog FOREVER ALONE sangat!!haha
walaubagaimanapun,teruskan menyokong blog FUNKYTOWN ya!!!

jauuuuuuuuuh dan dekat

kalau boleh masuk sini duduk dalam blog ni dah masuk dahhh!susah jugak kalau duduk lame dekat rumah ni..jasad dekat tp hati jauh...

happy family

this is the place where we called it real world my dear,no fairy tale!what you meant by happy family?this is not Disney channel.where unexpected thing happens at the end of problem to have happy moment(:NO!in real world,a family just happy in their own way..when people have different lifestyle,it does't meant that their family is broken or useless,they just happy with their own way..and for those who personally think that your family is unhappy and so useful,just try to search the positive things in your family,even its not much just appreciate it!then you will feel happy with your family in your own way..for those who have a happy family similar with the Disney channel,just be care full,sometimes what we see is not the only things that's happens(:
HAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHA![EVIL LAUGH]okay,overlakakugelak[=

kutukan membina kehancuran?

di saat semua sedang gelak ketawa,senyum gembira..teruja menikmati dunia baru mereka..aku pula masih meratapi perkara yg sama..berusaha menahan air masin yg panas ini supaya tk terkeluar..(tolong jngan keluar..please,bukan waktunya kau keluar..) bagaimana lagi yg aku perlu lakukan supaya hatimu terbuka?aku sudah mencuba sebaik mungkin..tolonglahh..usahaku untuk membina dinding utuh dan stabil dlam hati utk menghadapi masa hadapan..telah runtuh begitu sahaja..bagaimana lagi?tidak mudah hati utk memerintah minda supaya berfikir positif mengenai masyarakat sekeliling...aku buntu...harus bagaimana lagi?bagaimana caranya mengubah presepsi mereka tentang aku?..tolonglahh,aku hanya manusia lemah yg amat memerlukan sokongan..saat ini bukan waktunya utk kutukan membina..kutukan ni hanya akan membina kehancuran dalam hati aku..mungkin setelah berhari-hari atau berminggu-minggu,aku akan berfikir positif semula..kerana mungkin ketika itu,aku mulai lali dngan kata-kata org..kepada masyarakat sekeliling yg sering memandang lekeh pada aku kerana masa silamku..tolonglahh,aku sedang cuba perbaiki diri aku,tolong jangan lemahkan semangatku untuk baiki diriku..aku manusia biasa yg lemah..setiap hari aku cuba perbaiki diri aku..aku cuba buat yg terbaik..namun,kenapa org sekeliling tetap memandang masa silam aku?entah...apa yg aku mampu lakukan hanya meminta..tolonglahh,jangan perlekehkan aku kerana masa silam ku..tolonglahh...anggaplahh aku merayu..tolong jngan pandang hina usaha aku..jangan biarkan aku berjuang sendiri.. im not saying im perfect , in fact i know im far from it . im just saying im worth it . im not expecting to much from you , but do appreciate me .-fitra zainal(: sangat bertepatan dngan ap yg hati ini tengah rasa.. P/S:HANYA LUAHAN HATI,JANGAN AMBIL HATI,TAKPERLU RASA SIMPATI,SEMOGA KITA DIRAHMATI..

1.2.3...FIRE!!!!!!!

dah lama tk mencarut ni..bersyukur sngat2..bukan ape,ingat senang ke kalau dah start mencarot ni,tibe2 nak stop..susah woooooo..mcam dadah atau rokok..dah balik rumah ni,ambil peluang lahh nk kurangkan mencarot..lagipon pengaruh mencarut dkat rumah ni kurang...so,kuranglahh mencarutnye..dulu laju je mulut keluarkan kata2 kesat,mcam mesengun..siap pnah kene tuduh sebagai penyebab org lain mencarot lagi..dkat rumah ni kene jage manner..gila nak mencarut dpan org tua..silap2 boleh hilang lidah wooooo!! tp bila sampai masalah yg memang meruntun jiwa raga ni..rase mcam nak terkeluar je kata2 yg tk sepatotnya terkeluar ni..nasib baik tk lepas lagi..isk,isk,isk,tolonglahh jngan potong kredit aku suka2!pantang sikit lahh pasal duit ni,dahla tngah kering.aduhhh!!memanglah duit bukan segalanya,tp segalanya guna duit tahu!kalau seplosen dua tu,boleh la hambe pejam mate..sampai lime hinggit memang layak kene maki!wahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!meluapluap ni..lepasni aku nak tukar number lahh..dah bnyak kali jd mcam ni..drpd selalu face problem mcam ni,baik aku elak je dari masalah ni!bukan lari,elak..mcamnilahh muka aku tngah marah..boleh byangkn tk?

tkdlahh..mcam ni!

burrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr!

BEAUTIFUL TIARA

this is not just beautiful tiara but the most precious part for a woman.no matter what kind of tiara you have,it's still precious!in Islam,woman should cover their tiara not because of the dominated culture..but the tiara too precious.i have heard from one sources that said Islam woman should wear proper outfit that cover what should been cover including our tiara.but,some of us think that they are not ready yet to cover the tiara..and when we ask them "why they still showing off their tiara?",the answer would be "we are not ready yet,you can't force us".okay listen ladies!you have to cover your hair because it a must!do not wait until you feel ready because you never know when you will be ready,maybe you would dead before you ready.. this is one of the problem some Muslim face in Malaysia,but one of the most serious problem is,misunderstood the concept in cover our hair!they think woman just should cover their hair outside of house only but inside of house.lets be clear with this,you should cover your hair in the house also when there are stranger in your house..the main point is,you when ever you are,where ever you are..you should cover those hair from been seeing by stranger man..that all i can share about cover our precious tiara..you can comment to share more info or want to give your opinion about this topic!

SMILE(:

lets the haters hate!

stop wasting your time and energy to hate,haters! what did you get?trust me.. the less you hate,the happiest you get! the more you hate,the more haters you got...ha ha just don't pick a fight with me.. if you want to give advise,do it in a proper way.. in soft tone and polite words.. if you are not the haters.. well,am i the only one who feel this way or not?

future?does it like DEJA VU?

okay,right now the hottest topic among 94 kids is future study!major of us are talking about which one university would they choose or what course would they loved to take.okay,don't loose hope guys and keep it up.try your best to choose.i meant try to choose the best,ha ha..for me,it's not hard to make decision like them and i just need some luck.well,my result wasn't so good and i don't think my parents happy with it.according to that,i made my decision!i would choose what ever they choose for me to make them happy..yeah,maybe it's would effect my future if what they choose does't suit me,but i have the confident,if my heart sincere to make my parent happy,i would happy..you can judge me like whatever you want but before you judge me,listen to my explanation(: you have no idea what i feel or facing when i got my result,the most hurt thing about it was the disappointed face of your parent..well,i can't blame them and yet,i can't blame my self isn't?so,it's hurt you know..that's why,i come out with that decision to choose path that my mother choose to show her i love her and to make her happy,yeah..after what she already face for her children sake..i think she deserve it.. i think i'm one of the lucky person in the world,because my mother want me to be a teacher..and i think to be a teacher in my real life just fine,i think i can handle it,because i love math and math+teacher=math teacher!like what i said earlier,i just need some luck and bless from God to be a math teacher one day,to show her how much i love her<3 so,i don't really care if you want to badmouth me,i'm just going to say 'whatever'.. WHATEVER YOU MORON!BHAHAK.. by the way,i can be a HOT MATH TEACHER like what Awatif say..(:

HEHEY LISTEN OKEY!

i love super junior and nothing you can do to change it.it's not like what you think,i love them because of their tough friendship and their polite attitude.they also funny and charming.(:
yes,everyday i'm wasting my time surfing the internet,searching for super junior from Wikipedia to YouTube.but still i din't forget my responsibility as a daughter and human being..
for me,it's not wrong to love them even we are from different religion and country..
it's not that i want to give my future to them..this just teenage matter..
start from a boring routine everyday..watch them in some program that give me laugh and falling in love with them..it's just like me,easy to get addict to something that interesting.before i know super junior i get to know Harry Potter,Avatar anime and Japanese drama..but it won't stick long with me..just after a week i get boring my self back.then i meet super junior and love them since a month a go,the longest addict that a have because they never fail to make me laugh!yeah,you can laugh to me because i used to hate them before..ha-ha
p/s:this post is direct to people that used to hate people like me because we like kpop..just stop it because we just like them not we are dying with them!